The Beautiful Weekend

The sun was beaming with pride
The warmth from the weather has spread to all sides
Everyone was bathing in the sun
All prepared to have plenty of fun

I was standing there waiting at the pier
Feeling my heart skipped when I finally saw you appear
It was amazing to finally lay my eyes on you again
The suspense was already making me insane

The attraction towards you is intense
The sight of you just puts me in a trance
The touch of your skin sends shivers thru my spine
The conversations that we had intoxicates my mind

The more time we spent together
It felt like we were the only ones that matter
Your soft beautiful lips pressed against mine
It felt as if the moment has stopped in time
As I gazed into your dreamy eyes
I wish we did not need to say our goodbyes

As I close my eyes and wonder
My mind can’t help but to ponder
Wishing all wishes that we were not so far apart
Holding you tightly and close to my heart

I can still picture your cute freckles shining against the sun ray
The thought of you puts a smile on my face and brightens my day
It is more than impossible to take these memories away
And there is only one thing I would like to say….

A privilege indeed to have met a beautiful person like you

Until the day I can hold you

Dear XXXXX,

I’ve been wanting to thank you for a long time now. I’ve wanted to tell you how thankful I am that you love the monster in me. The part of me that hides when I get scared. The part of me that loves pain. The part of me that I have been able to hide from everyone but you. You have seen me better than anyone, without ever truly seeing me at all.

I dream of us. I dream of a time and a place that is ours alone. One in which I wouldn’t have to share you with anyone. I suppose I may miss the fight, but no one has ever been more worth it. I dream of the caves and the castles, the blood stained lips and the black finger nails. With us, every whisper would be a poem, every scream a novella.

Before I allow myself to dream I think of you. I wonder what’s torturing your mind at the same time you’re holding a knife to my throat. Your back and forth movements with love have only held me still. From you I have not run. For you all I ever wish to do is remain. You are the one woman that continues to allude me. You have never proven yourself a stereo type or failed at a promise. You have been only you from the beginning, even if there wasn’t much certainty on who you really are.

If love allowed me I would be with you forever, but I know this kind of love is only meant for satirical movies with a touch of a fairy tale. You would be the strong, albeit, withering tortured soul. I would be the hopeless romantic with the heart of a demon. We are who we are, although we search for change, we will always come back to who it is we must be. I used to loath who I was. I used to wish for change before and even after I met you. I have come to a sort of acceptance through you. I have come to admire you, and because of that, I have been able to learn how to love me.

How is it I will ever be able to thank you enough? How will I be able to show you the wounds you have healed on this heart? I have wanted to say so much to you, but I will wait until we are together to go on. I have no expectation you know. All I know for sure is that with you and I there never has to be any foolish expectation. We are the same while being so very different. That’s why our love is perfect. That may be why our love can never be.

Until the day I can hold you,

XXXXXXXX

we finally found each other and it’s been great

Hi, my name is Tiffany and my lovely girlfriend is Saan. We are fast approaching our half year anniversary and we are so happy together right now it’s unbelievable. For years, both of us struggle with heartbreaks, depression, and anxiety. But we finally found each other and it’s been great.

August 28—Only You

no matter where I am,
far from you,
or close to you,
you are always in my heart.
you make me laugh,
you make me smile.
you make me cry,
you make me go crazy.
you make me sad,
you make me happy.
only you,
can make me feel this way.
only you,
can make me feel complete.

it is now 1:49 am…and I am still doing work..I thought I should take a break, so I decided to write you a lil note. For my baby….

August 21-Two Hearts

Our two hearts,
Beating in unison.
Holding hands,
Forever linked.
When one heart bleeds,
The other bleeds.
Blood flows from one to the other,
Blending, blending
Till two hearts become one.

July 21-Untitled

Feeling you sleeping beside me,
Listening to your rhythmic breathing,
Our bodies entwined,
Touching,
So close.

Someone told me once,
That we came to this world alone,
And we are all alone.
BUt with you beside me,
I am no longer alone.

Life is a strange thing,
We may split up in the future,
Floating down different rivers,
Drifting apart.
But at this moment,
I feel complete.
We hold on to each other,
We love each other,
We support each other.

These are the moments I’ll cherish forever.

June 8-Untitled

I am feeling,
Happy,
Blissful,
Peaceful.
For someone like me,
So use to misery,
Such strange feelings.
No longer addicted to misery,
I am getting use to
The unbearable lightness of my heart.
And my heart spins,
Round and round,
Basking in sunshine.
I think I can get use to,
This happiness.

May 28-Alive

I can feel my heart beat,
It skips a beat,
Beating to the rhythm of your words.
I take one deep breath,
Waking up every single cell in my body,
And I step into the sunshine.
No longer living in darkness,
No longer in the shadows.
I turned from a walking corpse,
Into a breathing living girl.
Your words like magic,
They make me feel alive.
My heart beats,
And now I am a girl,
Crazily in love,
Dancing in sunshine.

First poem I wrote about my relationship with my girlfriend. May 28 was the day when we become officially a couple.