The first week…the first week was chaos, feeling more emotion than I had in so long. I was shocked at how fast I was falling for her, and tried so hard to talk myself out of it. I couldn’t help counting each day as it passed, thinking that if we just hit some magic number that I could tell her how in love with her I was. The best part? I am still just as in love with her as I ever have been…

Message: Pinch Me
Sent by: Sleeping Beauty
Date: August 26, 2005 6:23 AM

so, hi.

i just wanted to tell you that i had the most amazing time with you. i am in total shock that someone like you exists. all i keep doing is shaking my head and smiling like a jack ass.

this has got to be one of the most nerve wracking feelings ever. i can’t stop wanting to see you, again and again for hours and hours on end.

if i sit very still in one place, i can still catch whiffs of the way your skin smells, and i am going bananas. i start thinking about touching your back, and then i think about you holding me close, and my poor little heart starts fluttering and beating frantically.

you are just…..rawr. fuckin A.

i am making you CDs today, i have officially hit the “mixed tape” phase.

so….i guess, write me back, or call me later, or something that involves me talking to you and you talking to me, so that i don’t completely go crazy.

~*{me}*~

ps. today is actually day four…..

Message: RE: Pinch Me
Sent by: Rebecca
Date: August 26, 2005 6:24 PM

hey you……ok ok I need a *pinch*
Its pretty amazing that I wasn’t to exhausted working today because I was still on a high from being with you. I shut my eyes for maybe an hour before I had to get up for work and the first thing that came to mind was playing hooky so I could come up there and consume you. Last night was yet another “one of the best days ever in a long time”. I want more of those days, nights, seconds with you. I wanna play with your hair dammit!!
I came to the realization that not being around you makes me want you even more because I can’t have you whenever I want.

Gahhh now you got me gushing. *pinch* sorry =)

Woohoo I get cds..I love hearing new stuff. Does that mean I get new cds Monday!!! *happy dance*

How about you call me when you get a chance, I’m not sure what your work hours are this weekend. I’m going to go attempt a nap in a few, my eyes are burning like crazy (heh we’ll see how long I can keep them shut before an image of you pops up). Night sweets, don’t go crazy *wink*
<3 me.