I’ll Always Know That

All I can say is……

My fiancee gave this to me for our anniversary shortly after we got engaged.

You know what I’m going to be honest with this. I don’t know whether you know or not but you have made me the happiest individual alive by agreeing to marry me. It’s not even that. The way you and your girls treat me. I finally have a family again where everyone accepts and loves me for me. You all don’t care if I’m a dork or something different from what you know. Most of all, you accept my past and the consequences that I have to face. I am so very sorry for having to leave you and believe me when I say it’s the last thing that I want to happen because you are the most incredible thing that has ever come along in my life. To know we have to be apart for so long and I have absolutely no control over it breaks my heart. I wish there was something I could do. But I’m afraid to say that I can’t and I’m truly sorry from the bottom of my heart.

However I can admit to how much I love you. You take my breath away just about every time you walk into a room and this is no lie. My heart begins to race when our lips meet or my hand caress the softness of your skin. I love watching as your eyes close when my lips meet your skin anywhere along your body. Making love to you is like I float into a different place where no one can touch me but you. Explaining why I want to be with you like this all the time. Just even laying in bed with you, with our bodies entwined together, heaven seems like just another step away.

Yet it’s not just that. God when you smile now, you light up a room. Even better I know that most of the time it’s about me. Knowing that I make someone so happy just allows me to know I’m finally doing something right on this earth. I’m more content to realize it’s with you. And only you. My soul mate.

Just imagine when the night comes that you are walking down the aisle towards me with little white lights glowing around a delicate garden of flowers as you walk towards a cream terrace and stand in front of me holding my hands. Looking into each others eyes and beginning to tell each other how much we love each other and belong together. Standing there and I slide your wedding band along your left hand and say I do. Most of all when I get to lean in and kiss those soft lips of yours knowing I just made you my wife.

All I can say is……

If God were to have given me a more precious gift other than life, it was you. The angel of my heart and the owner of my soul. Thank you for blessing me by accepting to be my wife and partner for life.

Love you, Baby

A Lua E Costas…..