as I sit here in my bed looking at you im surprised I haven’t exploded
because of how much space you occupy in my heart. my mind is racing with
a million questions and I can’t seem to figure out which one I want to
ask you. this seems like a never ending fairytale, but in this
particular story there are no bad guys to stop me from reaching my
happily ever after. god you look so good sleeping next to me. I want so
bad to wake you and wrap your sexy legs around my back, but you just
look so peaceful I dare not to disturb you. if only you could see what I
have been staring at since you dozed off eight hours ago you would be in
awe too. you are so damn gorgeous and you’re right here in my bed with
your hair scattered every which a way. one leg under the cover while the
other is teasing me screaming “lick me…you know you want to.” how is
it that you drive me crazy when your not even awake? I am so tempted to
just rip that aero shirt off of your body and devour “the twins”. you
would of thought that I got enough of them last night but what can I
say, im addicted. I wonder if you love me or if your atleast falling for
me because I know for a fact that I am beyond head over heels for you. I
wonder if your heart skips a beat when you think of me? I wonder if you
can picture yourself with me forever? I wonder if you like sleeping in
my aero shirt? I wonder if you like sleeping in my bed? oh god! was that
a stretch? I think I jus died for a couple of seconds and came back to
life. I love you so much!!! I don’t care if you don’t love me yet. I
have to tell you how I feel. wake up baby so I can give you my heart.
wake up so I can tell you everything I’m thinking. wake up so I can see
your beautiful eyes. just wake up just to be waking up. I swear all you
have to do for the rest of your life is wake up and I promise you that I
will take care of the rest. I know they say that you shouldn’t make
someone your everything because if that person decides to leave you one
day, then you’ll be left with nothing. but to be honest I don’t give a
damn what they say. you are my everything and if you decide to leave me
one day, god forbid, but if you do, then ill jus have nothing. I wonder
if I whisper in your ear if you’ll wake up then? I don’t want to wake
you but…damn that you need to get up so my mind can quit with all
these irrational thoughts. me whispering into your beautiful ear: “I’m
past getting butterflies every time I hear your name. I’m past my heart
skipping a beat every time I see your face. I’m past entering that
other dimension everytime our lips meet or anytime my lips come in
contact with any part on your body. I’m past feeling my heart swell
everytime our eyes meet. you have completely taken up all of the space
in my mind. when I close my eyes your face appears. if I sit in silence
I can still hear your sexy voice telling me how much I drive you crazy
when I touch you there or taste that particular part of you. I am past
falling for you. ashley I am in love with you. all of you. and I don’t
care if you don’t love me right now.”
I wonder if you heard me? nope your eyes are still closed and you
haven’t moved a muscle. maybe its a sign. maybe im in love all by
myself. I guess ill go downstairs and cook breakfast. it beats sitting
here feeling dumb for pouring my heart out to you when you’re not even
awake to listen.
you in your sexy sleepy voice: “do me a favor and just lay here please
babe. I heard everything and I am speechless. instead of telling you I’m
going to show you how much I love you because there aren’t enough words
to express the amount of love I hold for you in my heart.”
as I watch you pull me down so that my back is now on your pillow and
you position yourself so your eyes are staring directly into mines, I
take in all of your sexyness and at that very moment I realize that
watching you wake up every morning is where I want to be for the rest of
my life.
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