I thought about you 2day.

I thought about you 2day. wondered what you were up 2. if you were happy
or sad. if you were having a good day. if you were, by any chance,
thinking the same about me. I’ve realized that 97% of my day is spent
thinking about you (the other 3% on random life things of course). I had
a dream bout you last nite. I would tell you about it, but dad always
said that “if you tell someone about your dream, it won’t come true”, so
I’ll just say that I was holding you in my arms like I always do after
our long love making sessions. and I was upset 2 find that when I awoke
the next mornin, it was just apart of my imagination. it all seemed so
real. so perfect. so right. just you & me not thinking twice about the
2moros 2 come, but just living 4 the moment. I wanna have more moments
with you. moments where we can have an in-depth conversation w/out
speaking a single word. moments where your “just because” feel like Xmas
mornings. moments where we’re both nervous & scared, but more scared
than nervous because we’re falling 4 one another and think it’s too soon
4 such feelings. moments where after saying I love you 4 the 1st time,
we can’t stop smiling because it feels soo damn good to both say & here
it. I want to be both tolerant of you & patient w/you. I want 2 tolerate
your crankiness. I want 2 tolerate you having the last word after a
heated argument. I want 2 tolerate you when you have your immature
moments (as we all have our days). I want 2 be patient enough 2 get 2
know you. I want 2 be patient enough 2 tolerate your smart ass mouth. I
want 2 be patient enough 2 help you grow. I want 2 be patient enough 2
want 2 know what you’re crying for, or why you shake your leg when
you’re upset, or why you give me the silent treatment when you’re mad,
or when I ask you what’s wrong, you lie and say “nothin” w/tears rolling
down your cheeks. I want 2 be patient enough 2 understand why you’re
afraid 2 fall 4 me. I want 2 be patient enough 2 not get mad @ you when
you don’t say it back because you can only say those 3 words when you
truly mean it. I want 2 build something worth while w/you. I want you 2
trust me. I want 2 get through the rain, floods, and hail w/you & when
the storm is over, I want 2 look up in the sky & see a rainbow. I want
you 2 love me just as I love you. I want 2 learn from you. I want 2 be
w/you. I just want……..you!☆★☆=